I Started to Call You

I started to call you, but then I remembered
I almost texted you to see how your day was, but then I remembered
I saw your picture and went to read what you posted, but then I remembered.
I was so excited to tell you about the 100% I got on my test but then I remembered.
Dexter was taking a bath the other night so we were going to Skype you, but then I remembered.
I was going to text you and ask you about someone you knew, but then I remembered.
I got a craving for your beef stroganoff, but then I remembered.
I thought of you while watching a show we both like, but then I remembered.
I almost asked Mom if it was ok to come over since I got a flu shot, but then I remembered.
I went to send you a SnapChat of  the kids dancing, but then I remembered.
I was going to ask you what you wanted for your birthday, but then I remembered.
I wanted to tell you that I love you, and to keep fighting...
But then I remembered that you already won, and that you love me, too.